Too Small for Me – Lyrics
I made myself smaller
and called it love.
I learned how to vanish
without walking away.
I softened every answer,
left the sharper words untouched.
Kept my hands close to my body,
never reached for very much.
I folded all the restless parts
and hid them out of sight.
You called the silence peaceful.
I called it getting through the night.
I thought love meant
fitting where you stood.
I kept changing shape
because I thought I should.
Your world was too small for me.
I kept bending,
trying not to leave.
Every breath
pressed closer to the walls.
Too small for me…
That was all.
Too small…
I could barely breathe.
I learned the weight
of every pause.
The look that meant:
don’t ask for more.
I wore your silence
like a coat
that never fit
but kept me warm.
You said I changed.
Maybe I did.
Maybe I only
stopped disappearing.
I thought I failed
because I could not stay.
Now I know
there was no room anyway.
Your world was too small for me.
I kept folding
where I should have been free.
Every breath
made something disappear.
Too small for me…
I see it clear.
I was not restless.
I was running out of air.
I was not asking
for the whole world.
Just enough room
to still be there.
I did not leave love.
I left
what love had made of me.
Your world was too small for me.
I kept bending
where I should have been free.
Now my breath
does not ask permission.
Too small for me…
Not anymore.
I made myself smaller
and called it love.
I know better now.